is it weird that i like it?

I had another weird dream last night.. this one was about how i somehow cut into the last three fingers of my left had almost all the way around each at the base. as the day or whatever went on the cuts wound themselves all the way around my fingers and the skin on them became super loose and almost flappy.. like you could (and in the dream i did) peel back the skin from the muscle at those points. my ring finger also developed this bulbous lump around the second knuckle that kept getting bigger and more painful as time went on.. at this point i though tit maybe necessary to go to the hospital and gets stitches... the skin kept getting looser however and i found myself staring at it and playing with it almost.. i was so intrigued by what was happening to my hand that i almost didn't want to get it fixed. then the hospital blew up or something... i can't really remember.