So, it's all up in the shop.
I keep having these insecure moments where I just can't help but think no one will like any of the things I made for this art show. *sigh* I like most of the stuff I made, some more than others.. way more. They say hindsight is always the clearest and that couldn't be more true with me right now. I wish I had done more just abstract color things, instead of trying to get semi-technical with what I was making. I have more fun making the backgrounds of the art i put up than the picture in the middle, i hope it's not too obvious.

Oh well, next time i will listen to my heart and paint whatever feels right.
i think that just because this was my first show i felt that everything needed to be great and show some skill, whether i have it or not.. i kind of lost sight of the fact that art is as simple as an expression of one's thoughts and feelings and ideas in a moment..
I'm not saying everything i did was shit and that i hate all of it.
i'm just nervous to have people other than close friends see it for the first time.
i'm not good with criticism.
i'm working on it.
Al told me today that i have to learn to take it better in order to be a better artist.
he couldn't be more right.
i just want people to like it is all, like really like it... not just say they like it when they really don't.

I guess that's part of it though, not everyone will like it, and that's fine. I just want enough people to genuinely like it so i can feel good about what it is i'm trying to do with my life.
bleh.
"it will all be fine tomorrow"
that's what i keep telling myself.
i hate not feeling confident.
i've been feeling really good about myself lately,
but then again i don't normally put so much of myself out there for the world to see.
or judge...

now's as good a time as any eh?
time to share some Sarah with the world.
I'm gettin up in that asshole and spray painting "SARAH WUZ HERE BITCHES!"
yea, that's right.